when I met you,
flowers started growing
in the darkest parts of my mind
I really want a boob and nose job so bad.
I know I have to love myself the way I am,
but I just can’t stand this body.
you are allowed to terminate toxic relationships
you are allowed to walk away from people who hurt you
you are allowed to be angry and selfish and unforgiving
you don’t owe anyone an explanation for taking care of yourself
Maybe it isn’t a good idea to keep in contact with you, it hurts too much. But I’m sure that if I never talk to you again I would miss you so much I’d cry. I already miss you right now, I miss your touch, your kisses, your sweet words and just the fact that you loved me. How could you go from loving to ending things with me so damn quickly? I think you just couldn’t handle the fact that I’m at the other side of the planet for a few months, believe me: I find it really hard too. But I really thought we would make it.. And so did you. But we didn’t and that sucks and my heart breaks every day just thinking about you.
What should you do when your heart is broken in a million little pieces?
He just broke up with me and I don’t know what to do. I can’t even begin to describe how horrible I feel right now.
I cannot even talk to my friends because I’m in New York for a few months and they are miles away..